THEY JUST MADE A BANANA INTO A SPACE BAR
At first I didn’t understand
But now I do.
I feel like I’ve done absolutely nothing with my life.
Also I need this. For reasons.
Amazing, for real!
Dear God.
(via penguinofhonor)
Source: videohall
I feel a little lost
I want to join the Navy, I think it’ll help me find what I’ve been looking for, but right this moment I just don’t feel like I have a purpose to drive me forward. I’m hoping that this feeling will go away once I meet with my recruiter because maybe then it’ll seem more real. Like I really do have something to look forward to. I never realized how much I needed things to keep my busy until now. Without something to do or get excited about, I don’t have much life in me. I really want my job to start soon so that I’ll have some structure and hard work to do.
Knots
Ok, so I have quite a list of knots to practice, but I don’t know how many on it are actual knots I need to know. Another thing is that learning knot tying sucks. Especially when you have to memorize this stuff. :/ I was watching some videos and my brain was like….
Nervous
I am so nervous about joining the navy. I know that I still have over two months to get myself into shape for basic training, but every time I think about it, my stomach starts doing flips because I’m not ready. I also know that this is because I’m not thinking about how much time I have to do all my working out at that time when I get nervous, but I know I can do this. If I can’t take complete strangers screaming in my face telling me to keep going until I puke, then how can I have gotten this far in my life? Exactly, I can take it because I’m not intimidated by that stuff.
So here’s my list of need to do’s before I go to Basic:
A. Be able to’s
1. At least 80 sit ups in 2 minutes
2. At least 50 push ups in 2 minutes
3. At least 5 pull ups without stopping
4. Run at least 2-3 miles without stopping
B. Errands
1. Meet with my recruiter (Happening on June 1)
2. Pick up things that are required for basic
3. Buy my blue jacket book
C. Things to study
1. Blue jacket book and navy history
2. Chain of command
3. How to make a bed to their standards
4. How to tie all the necessary knots
5. The ins and outs of basic training from blogs and slide shows
D. Things to control/change
1. Talking and making eye contact
2. Standing up straight and proper
3. Arm movement during sit ups
4. Feeling homesick
5. Stubborn attitude
6. Goofiness and spazziness
7. Crying(absolutely none allowed)
I know this seems like a lot, but I’m having to become a completely different person for this and it scares me, but I’m kind of liking it. I think it will allow me to become a better person who can listen and understand even better than before. Though sleeping will be really hard until I find out when exactly I’m going to be scheduled for basic. I really want to talk with my recruiter! I don’t want to wait another week. :(
I can’t handle this. No new Supernatural until next season……!
I KNEW IT! I KNEW SOMEONE WOULD GO TO PURGATORY!
Awww Sam’s all alone. Baby wanna cry?
